After 22 months of dissapearing...

Well...well...well....Add a post after 22 months...This is just me..Really me..I am also forgot that I had this blog spot until I heard a nice song which I want to put somewhere as a background song..and Tada~~ here am I...Reading back some articles that I wrote before, it was like wow...my last article was about my first meet up with customer on my previous job..Yeah, I am saying during my previous job... I am working now in a new job environment and coming to 3rd month after 2 more days. And this is how I treat this blog space... I am sure a lot of spider web and 'lingzhi' in here... Well, I am really not fond of writing and I am definitely not a good writer. I am not good in writing to express my thoughts because my mind always win my hands on speeding. I rather talk to express, so, I can be very talkative to some certain group of peoples.

I read through one blog that I wrote (in another blog space), I was shock that I wrote that. First, is was too long for my style. Second, the english not bad huh. I relize, need to touch more frequent in English to prevent weaken my ability on it. English, please don't leave me...I still need you...Haha....

Well, that is all for now... Hope to myself that I will appear again sooner than 22 months.. :p

1st Experience

After worked for 3 years of sales, today 1st experience meet customer face to face with my manager...Learn anything? Nope.. Coz they just talk crap...lolz...This skill I master very long time but to certain people or group ( crappers). I sat there see how they talk lo, the lady boss not around, so talk to the employee..Talk about their children ( =.= which I don't know how to involve in)..Manage to talk for awhile then left the place...Rapport very important, becoz my manager has strong rapport with them, so this is how it goes.. Waiting she bring me to some new customer, and that is the skill I should learn...How to tackle customer and how to handling the objection...
Hope I can success in this field..

Silvy...silvy...

Driving my silvy, gave me back the feeling of a new driver..haha... everything have to be more careful and not use to anything and also more pressure to ensure not kena scratch so fast...yesterday even my mom gave me lecture on driving car until I am a little bit of peik cheik said, mom I am not 1st day driving...sorry mom...hehe
Just now at the traffic light, mostly I will be the lead among the cars. But today saw got other car past through me, in a split second, feel pretty weird..lolz..I am driving slower or the car is more stable and quieter...I am also not sure. Anyhow, I still love you. You are my 1st brand new car....

Silvy...my little silvy

Finally, my silvy is here....Not easy to own him....have to really take care of him....In the future, still need him to help me in my new job...Today is his birthday....Happy birthday, silvy and welcome to my home....

3rd day of my 5 days holidays

Quite sometime did not get the chance to holiday and spend my time at home. Today is Sunday and it is the 3rd day spending time at home. What I did? Just went in to some of the proton and perodua showroom and tint shop, the rest of the time, watch pps at home... Is this quality time or live meaningless at home? I do felt peace and relax these 2 days but in a bit of dilemma (as usual) of little bit of anxiety and worried. About what? No idea.
I think I had 2 sides of me, some said the angel and the demon, the good and the evil. Is not that I will do something evil or something criminal. This is something what we should think, we should think what we have been taught and learn when we grew up, or follow the actual way which is totally opposite of what had been taught and know.
Maybe these few days I have more time to think about thoughts and other stuff...
Oh well...my new car is coming...hopefully I made the right choice and no regret... I know year end should not buy any car now, but I always go for it, if I want the thing...

Thoughs after watching Wall Street...

Wall Street...nice movie...everyone has his own interpretation after watching d movie...money never sleep and human never sleep becoz of money...but no one really owns the money. The money in the bank is not own by us (it owns by the bank, the bank decide which to invest even high risk plan), even the money in our hand is not own by us. It will just gone in a split of second...No one really knows what is happening on the global economic because it capitalize by someone which we hardly know... A lot of people in the market actual invest something which they hardly know. Everything is manupulative and trust me, human are easy to get manupulated without knowing.

I am not a person who really reads about econ, business, finance and management. I am not a person who studied and major with degree in business. But, now I am working in the front line of a company. When watching this movie, a lot of terms and the saying, I really don't quite understand or maybe I need to take time to digest and to interpret.

This movie shows how human have the greed not only in money but also fame, satisfaction in success and called this as game between humans... But at the end, family still the most important for a human being. What is the meaning you have 100 billions but there is no one to love, no one to care and no one to share with.

A question for myself.. Do I want to be a simple person or I want to become a manipulatative person?

Blog for songs

I just relise that blog can post youtube. I guess in the future I can post more songs or anything that I like from youtube. The 1st youtube clip that I posted last week is Josh Groban's You Raise Me Up. The reason? Nothing much. I just like this song recently. I heard this song before and I forgot all about this song. But, lately, one of the day, suddenly this song came across my mind and after I listen to this song, the connection between me and the song just sync and click. Maybe the melody of the song and the lyrics gave me the feeling that I needed now. I heard before that the same song in different gave us a different feeling. When we have the feeling which the song sang out, the connection with the song will be there...
The lyrics of this song very simple, it keep repeating the same lyrics over and over.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.
But why it give the magic and life to the song? The love we got when we came across our life, the support we got from the loves one when we need them the most. It could be anyone, parents, soul mates, friends. Everyone need them or at least I need it.
When I was sick lately with high fever for few days, my mom took care of me even during late night. It reminds me again how a mom can take care her child and her child will always the first place in her heart. She thinks of ways to ease my suffer, medicine, food, cooling my body. I think back, how did I treat her? Did I treat her as good as she treat me?

A question for myself... Am I willing to sacrify for other people?