3rd day of my 5 days holidays

Quite sometime did not get the chance to holiday and spend my time at home. Today is Sunday and it is the 3rd day spending time at home. What I did? Just went in to some of the proton and perodua showroom and tint shop, the rest of the time, watch pps at home... Is this quality time or live meaningless at home? I do felt peace and relax these 2 days but in a bit of dilemma (as usual) of little bit of anxiety and worried. About what? No idea.
I think I had 2 sides of me, some said the angel and the demon, the good and the evil. Is not that I will do something evil or something criminal. This is something what we should think, we should think what we have been taught and learn when we grew up, or follow the actual way which is totally opposite of what had been taught and know.
Maybe these few days I have more time to think about thoughts and other stuff...
Oh well...my new car is coming...hopefully I made the right choice and no regret... I know year end should not buy any car now, but I always go for it, if I want the thing...