Silvy...silvy...

Driving my silvy, gave me back the feeling of a new driver..haha... everything have to be more careful and not use to anything and also more pressure to ensure not kena scratch so fast...yesterday even my mom gave me lecture on driving car until I am a little bit of peik cheik said, mom I am not 1st day driving...sorry mom...hehe
Just now at the traffic light, mostly I will be the lead among the cars. But today saw got other car past through me, in a split second, feel pretty weird..lolz..I am driving slower or the car is more stable and quieter...I am also not sure. Anyhow, I still love you. You are my 1st brand new car....

Silvy...my little silvy

Finally, my silvy is here....Not easy to own him....have to really take care of him....In the future, still need him to help me in my new job...Today is his birthday....Happy birthday, silvy and welcome to my home....

3rd day of my 5 days holidays

Quite sometime did not get the chance to holiday and spend my time at home. Today is Sunday and it is the 3rd day spending time at home. What I did? Just went in to some of the proton and perodua showroom and tint shop, the rest of the time, watch pps at home... Is this quality time or live meaningless at home? I do felt peace and relax these 2 days but in a bit of dilemma (as usual) of little bit of anxiety and worried. About what? No idea.
I think I had 2 sides of me, some said the angel and the demon, the good and the evil. Is not that I will do something evil or something criminal. This is something what we should think, we should think what we have been taught and learn when we grew up, or follow the actual way which is totally opposite of what had been taught and know.
Maybe these few days I have more time to think about thoughts and other stuff...
Oh well...my new car is coming...hopefully I made the right choice and no regret... I know year end should not buy any car now, but I always go for it, if I want the thing...

Thoughs after watching Wall Street...

Wall Street...nice movie...everyone has his own interpretation after watching d movie...money never sleep and human never sleep becoz of money...but no one really owns the money. The money in the bank is not own by us (it owns by the bank, the bank decide which to invest even high risk plan), even the money in our hand is not own by us. It will just gone in a split of second...No one really knows what is happening on the global economic because it capitalize by someone which we hardly know... A lot of people in the market actual invest something which they hardly know. Everything is manupulative and trust me, human are easy to get manupulated without knowing.

I am not a person who really reads about econ, business, finance and management. I am not a person who studied and major with degree in business. But, now I am working in the front line of a company. When watching this movie, a lot of terms and the saying, I really don't quite understand or maybe I need to take time to digest and to interpret.

This movie shows how human have the greed not only in money but also fame, satisfaction in success and called this as game between humans... But at the end, family still the most important for a human being. What is the meaning you have 100 billions but there is no one to love, no one to care and no one to share with.

A question for myself.. Do I want to be a simple person or I want to become a manipulatative person?

Blog for songs

I just relise that blog can post youtube. I guess in the future I can post more songs or anything that I like from youtube. The 1st youtube clip that I posted last week is Josh Groban's You Raise Me Up. The reason? Nothing much. I just like this song recently. I heard this song before and I forgot all about this song. But, lately, one of the day, suddenly this song came across my mind and after I listen to this song, the connection between me and the song just sync and click. Maybe the melody of the song and the lyrics gave me the feeling that I needed now. I heard before that the same song in different gave us a different feeling. When we have the feeling which the song sang out, the connection with the song will be there...
The lyrics of this song very simple, it keep repeating the same lyrics over and over.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.
But why it give the magic and life to the song? The love we got when we came across our life, the support we got from the loves one when we need them the most. It could be anyone, parents, soul mates, friends. Everyone need them or at least I need it.
When I was sick lately with high fever for few days, my mom took care of me even during late night. It reminds me again how a mom can take care her child and her child will always the first place in her heart. She thinks of ways to ease my suffer, medicine, food, cooling my body. I think back, how did I treat her? Did I treat her as good as she treat me?

A question for myself... Am I willing to sacrify for other people?

Josh Groban - You raise me up

Opportunities and Destiny

Opportunity really not easy to get sometime...Even we have the chance to have an opportunity, but it may not what we want... For example, I am looking opportunity in Penang, but I got mostly is in KL... Do I really need to relocate to KL to grab my opportunity? But my root still in Penang... I still can't leave this place...I like here...But, why I still can't find a better opportunity for my career? Maybe is timing...maybe is my destiny...

Got one split second when the opportunities show up, I really think of relocate ( of course at this time of point exclude and don't think all the consequences and also the challanges I will facing )... Maybe I should move to KL a couple of years and move back...But someone told me that, the plan will never work..If a person used to to the lifestyle in KL, they won't move out from there and will continue to stay there.. Why there is not much of opportunity in Penang? When we are looking around the website for jobs, a lot of time came across those familiar company names with familiar job vacancy posting...

A question for myself...Where does my destiny go?

1st post in my blog

Wow...i m actually writing a blog...haha..hope it can sustain...I m not a big fan on writing..sometimes words unable to describe what my actual feeling...Speech maybe easier for me to describe and shout out my feelings..Anyhow, I wish this blog can give a space to write down whenever I want to write....